The feeling I felt tonight is a feeling I want to have forever…
And at peace
The feeling that I don’t have to change myself in order for me to be liked, be able to be a kid … He made me feel that way
And though everything may not seem clear right now I still know what I want
But he’s just my friend and it’s fucked up to know that I know I need to play my role because his heart is somewhere else and I’m just in the friend zone.